Visit with the shrink

I see a psychiatrist once a month because I was petitioned to go to a mental hospital twice in the past 2 years.  I am on court-ordered treatment.  The “shrink” prescribes medication for me which really doesn’t do anything.  Furthermore, she tries to convince me that the spirits and psychics I talk to are just voices in my head.  Figments of my imagination.

I told her, “I think the voices are real.”  She had a shocked look on her face.  She recommended that I see a counselor to talk about what the voices say because it’s not her job to talk it through with me about everything I hear in my mind.

I have a relationship with beings that I only know of because they’re inside my head.  I hear their voices.  I see caricatures of them like somebody drew them in my head.  I feel their presence.  I think their thoughts.  They speak to me telepathically — sometimes with no words, just thoughts.  But they exist strictly inside my mind.

They have told me that they are people on this Earth.  Anybody from my neighbors to people all over the world.  They mostly claim to be Europeans.  They tell me that Italy is the diplomatically-elected capital of psychics worldwide.  Many of them are Catholic.  And psychic Catholics make up a huge portion of psychics worldwide.

They have also told me that they are Mormons who live in the southwestern United States.  I smoked a lot of meth many years ago, and they claim to control the drug.  They tell me that anybody who smokes meth is going to talk to psychic Mormons.

They also claim to be spirits from other dimensions or planes of existence.

Anyway, they all claim to have the psychic ability to remote-view me.  God has commanded them to watch me all the time.  They not only see everything I do, but they set me to do things.  Sometimes, I feel like they are controlling me.  I’m just being strung along like a puppet on puppet strings.  They control my thinking as well.  Their thoughts are the source of my thoughts.

They do these things because I am something called a “Baby.”  (Read my blog entry titled “The Baby.”)

I try to tell my shrink some of these things and she won’t really hear it.  She just tells me it’s my own mind working up crazy stories in my head.  She says I’m really smart and have done a lot of reading.  That would explain why my mind thinks so many crazy things.

But I know these spirits are real beings.  They all have their own personality.  And they say things I never could’ve thought up on my own.

If you have been diagnosed with schizophrenia like I have, please consider that the voices in your head might be the voices of real beings — no matter who they claim to be.

I don’t claim to know exactly who everyone is.  Just because someone appears to me and talks to me telepathically doesn’t mean they are who they claim to be.  They could be anyone or anything.  But they are real.  And I’m not going to believe I have a mental illness just because I can hear their voices in my head.

Psychics control the world

Psychics have an amazing gift that gives them an advantage over other people.  They use this upper-hand to get good jobs.  They gravitate towards the intelligence community.  Many in the C.I.A., for example, are psychic.

The reason most people don’t know about psychics is because real psychics don’t want you to know.  If you knew that someone was psychic, you might not trust them.

Besides, many psychics believe that you should only talk about psychic things with other psychics.  There are some things a person will only tell you telepathically.  With that said, psychics are usually pretty honest telepathically.  They will tell you exactly how they think they rule the world.

Prison is literally hell

Jesus told psychics that going to prison in this life is going to hell.  Hell is not a real place.  Going to hell is actually going to prison.

God would never put you in a lake of fire, which many people thought hell was.  A loving father doesn’t punish a bad kid by putting him or her in the oven.  But he will make him stand in a corner on a time-out for misbehaving.  God is the same way.  He will put you in a holding cell or prison.

The Damned Are Set To Break The Law

First of all, if God thought your sins were too great in your first life to be allowed into heaven, you will never go.  But you won’t burn for all eternity either.  Instead, you will keep being reincarnated as people inclined to break the law.

Spirits can set you to do things.  They set you by going inside of you and making you do things.  If God wants someone to go to jail, He will command angels to set you to break a law.  Perhaps it’s a law you’ve broken before.  Spirits who listen to God will drive someone to call the cops to make sure you get caught this time.

You’ll definitely be predisposed to commit crimes if God wants you to go to jail.  When someone is damned, their actual punishment is reincarnation as someone inclined to break the law.

Jesus said that once somebody goes to prison they can’t go to heaven (unless they went to prison for being a Christian).  Even if your crime for which you were arrested for was not that great a sin to be barring you from going to heaven, the fact that you went to prison is evidence that you sinned in a past life.  Jesus said, telepathically, that everyone who goes to prison sinned in a past life.  They are the damned.

A Just Sentence For Every Sin

So how long do you have to be in prison?  God wants you to do time for every sin you ever committed — even venial sins.  Some people who serve life in prison are actually serving a sentence of God that spans several of their lives.  They keep being reincarnated as people inclined to kill who will serve life sentences.  They will keep being reborn in such a pattern until every sin has been paid for.  Not everyone has to spend that much time in jail, though.

Waiting Lobby In-Between Lives

When you die, you will go to a spiritual lobby where you think about your lives in between lives.  There, you will tell God if you want to serve all your time in prison in one life or if you want to serve it over the course of several lives.  The more you sinned, the more time you have to serve.  Wanting to spread out your sentence over the course of several lives will increase the overall time you’re gonna have to spend.  You will negotiate until your next several lives are determined.  Most people who smoke meth illegally, for example, agreed to do it in the spiritual lobby before they were even born in their current life.

In this life, Catholic priests who are psychic will tell you, if you go to prison and you’re psychic, what sins you’re paying for and how much you still have to serve.  This drives some people to break laws to serve more time in prison to get credit for their sentence from God.  God does not punish you for doing this.  It really does take time off your sentence.  And when you die again, you’ll go to the spiritual lobby again to re-negotiate your next lives.

Doing Time To Have Better Lives In The Future

If you talk to psychics telepathically, they will tell you how many years they’ve served in previous lives.  Psychic, Catholic priests can confirm these things.  If you’ve done plenty of time, and your sins weren’t that great, God wants you to prosper.  Psychic Catholics try to set such people to get rich or be leaders.  Both are sins, but considering people who are in a pattern of reincarnation in which they can’t go to heaven anymore, they are to be enjoyed by them.  Catholics favor leaders who have done time in jail for the sin of leading.

Prison Bibles

Try not to read the Bible or go to church services while you’re locked up.  This is incredibly bad luck as God wants you to memorize all the books of Scripture in a future life where you are much smarter than a human.  It would be a shame if your eternal memory is haunted by having taken in some of it while you were in hell.  Psychic Italians will torture you if they find out you read the Bible in prison.  They will make you feel ashamed of it.  And scared that your eternal memory of the Scriptures is tainted with images of bars and dirty, prison toilets.

The only excuse for reading the Bible in prison is if you went to jail for being a Christian.  This will actually improve your eternal memory as you will have memories of suffering for Christ.  Pray for martyrdom if you are locked away for religious purposes.

Prison Torture for Psychics

Just like “The L” and “The Italian” (read my entry titled Mormon Torture, Catholic Torture), “commendations,” are a series of tortures performed by many psychics on one psychic.  Commendations are tortures related to you having to go to prison in a past life or your current life.  Every time you see the colors you wore in prison, you will feel a great feeling of fear and shame.  You will feel super-anxious.  Your blood will pump hard and fast (almost like they are wishing death) every time you hear the name of a prison you went to.  They will make you feel like everything you did in prison is ruined.  If you read the Bible in prison, they’ll make you feel like it is ruined and you can’t read the Bible anymore.  Anything that reminds you of jail will stir you with anxiety.  Psychics will make you feel like it is better luck to die than to live in commendations.

Spirit Prison

When you die, your soul goes to a spirit world and you feel like a spirit.  Some of the spirit realm is paradise.  But if you’re guilty of sins you haven’t suffered for, you will go to a spirit prison.  The only people who go to the spirit paradise are the righteous who have venial (minor) sins they need to suffer for.  This “Spirit Paradise” is Purgatory.  Spirit Paradise is actually joyful because you know you’re going to heaven eventually.  But  the “spirit prison” is painful because you know you’re going to hell.  And hell is prison back on Earth.  The waiting lobby where you negotiate your lives with the angels is in Spirit Prison.

Spirit Prison also consists of literal prison cells where your soul will be forced to live in.  Your spirit body, though able to exist in a plane greater than matter, will be confined to a small room.  I had a vision of one of these rooms in a dream.  There was some sort of electrical current in the air.  They make you take the form of a man, and they make you swallow some liquid that attracts the electricity and it shocks you.  They shock you spiritually for every sin you ever committed.

Durango and Estrella

Jesus told psychics that the worst prison colors are black and white.  Prisons that make their inmates wear black and white stripes are actually super-prisons that God created especially to punish people for their sins.  By super-prison, I mean that you get more credit for time spent in one of these prisons.  The reason being is that to have the colors black and white ruined is incredibly bad luck.  You can’t play chess.  You can’t dance on a black and white dance floor.  You can’t play dominoes.  The list goes on.

Black symbolizes evil.  This color will stain your soul if you go to a super-prison.  And to have white be one of your prison colors spoils the white robe you could’ve worn had you not gone to prison.  The white robe that you wear in heaven.  It is supposed to symbolize purity and godliness.  But now it’s just memories of confinement among the nastiest people there are.

I was arrested for meth charges twice.  I served at Durango and Estrella, in Arizona, where they make you wear black and white.  My sin was betraying Jesus by kissing him on the cheek to identify him as the one the guards were looking for.  Yes, I found out that I was Judas the Apostle in a past life.  The betrayer.  But I’ve been told that it was the will of God for Jesus to die and that I was a co-redemptrix in the plan of salvation.  Once I’ve paid for this super-crime, I can go to heaven.  I have served some time for being a co-redeemer by virtue of causing the Eternal Sacrifice to happen.  But I have to spend a little more time in super-prisons.  I just don’t want to do any more time in this life!

I read the Bible the first time I went to prison, but only because psychics told me it would get me out of jail faster.  You see, the first time I went to jail, I fought the charge.  No one had money to bail me out.  And at every court date, which was every couple of weeks or so, they would extend it to a future court date.  So they were keeping me in jail without having been found guilty.  Psychics told me they controlled the judges, and I would get out with no charges if I read the Bible.  You see, this makes it easier for them to torture you when they’re giving you commendations (prison torture).  Some of the commendations involve ruining the Bible.  I don’t know why psychics call them commendations.  It has nothing to do with the actual definition of the word.

The second time I went to prison, after having been tortured for reading the Bible, I chose not to even look at a Bible much less read it.  I felt like everything I read before was ruined.  And I didn’t want to ruin any more.

It was hard to start reading the Bible again.  I started flipping through pages I know I didn’t flip through in prison.  But now, I can read anything.  Sometimes I forget that I read something in prison even as I’m reading it!  This is incredible luck.

Many psychics believe that I can still go to heaven even though I’ve been to prison for a sin.  After all, that sin caused the Atonement of Jesus Christ to come to pass.

I don’t know if I’m the only one to have white ruined that can go to heaven.  I don’t know if there are Christians who were sentenced to do time in a super-prison because of their beliefs.  But I would guess not because God controls who goes to prisons that use black and white garb.  There are no other super-prisons.

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Paranoid or Psychic? Real Effects of Meth Use

Why does meth use make people so paranoid?  They think they hear sirens, they claim to see “shadow people,” and they imagine a conspiracy that takes over live television and radio shows.  They believe the radio or TV is talking to them about things they are thinking.

It’s not actually the meth that does this.  I will remove the veil so you can see.  All meth really does is it makes you psychic.  It opens up your brain so that any psychic can go inside your brain (with their brain).  You see, before you smoke meth, your brain has a natural wall that blocks psychics from going inside your brain.  Smoking meth will destroy this wall.  Any psychic will be able to know your thoughts.

The trade-off is that you get to be psychic too.  You have to smoke meth every day (or at least every other day) for about 3 to 6 months in order to have the psychic visions.  You will see people’s thoughts as blue fireballs that pop out of their head and fly through the air.  This is called “seeing the thought.”  You will also sense other people’s thoughts.  It will feel almost like you are about to think something, but you will feel the thought in someone else’s brain.  This is called “being open with the thought.”  Some people have visions of friends and family who are far away.  When they call them up, they say they were doing exactly what the psychic saw them doing in their vision.  For the best psychic visions, I recommend eating the meth (but only if you know it’s clean).

Some people don’t use meth enough to have the psychic visions.  But they do use it enough to break the wall that blocks psychics.  So psychics and even spirits will go into their brain and make them do things.

People who are psychic listen to radio and TV shows.  If you are watching the same TV show as another psychic, you will share thoughts telepathically.  Psychics who know what they’re doing try to scare rookie meth users by making them think something they know the TV or radio announcer is going to say.  They know what the TV or radio is going to say because they are retrieving thoughts from them.  You see, even if someone doesn’t use meth, a psychic can still post up telepathically around them and retrieve their thoughts that come out of their head.  They can still know their thoughts.

Spirits can also go in your mind if you use meth.  Spirits are very smart and can even go into the minds of people who don’t use meth without psychics knowing or seeing them.  If you smoke copious amounts of meth, you will see these spirits.  They are smarter than psychics and can really freak you out if you watch TV or listen to the radio — especially live.  They can make the announcer say something with a secret meaning only you understand because they made you think something before they said it.

Psychics and spirits can make you see and hear things.  It’s not the actual meth that causes visual or auditory hallucinations.  There’s always people who want to scare you, and police sirens are very scary for an illegal drug user.  That is why many meth users hear sirens when they’re not really there.

“Shadow people” are real.  They are spirits.  Not all spirits look like shadow people, though.  There are other spirits.  Some of them just look like balls of energy.  There’s something about staying up for extended periods of time that make the mind more able to see dark-looking shadow people.  But if you get at least a couple of hours of sleep a night or every other night you will see some of the other spirits instead.  You will see spirits if you use meth long enough.  It’s a matter of which ones you’re going to see.  It’s not true that shadow people are figments of a meth user’s imagination resulting from sleep deprivation.  After you see them, even if you stop using meth you will keep seeing them (though not as much).

If you stop using meth, the wall that blocks psychics and spirits will begin to rebuild.  I have stopped using meth for many years, and I don’t feel psychics going into my brain as much.  Spirits can still go inside you, though.  Spirits can even go inside someone who has never used meth.  They will not know.  After you use meth, you will know and be able to tell when a spirit goes inside you.

If you can’t stand knowing that spirits are going inside you, or you don’t want psychics to be able to go inside your brain, or you don’t want to be psychic, then don’t use meth.

Race Car Baby

There are special babies from the Baby Race that Jesus told us to preserve.  These babies are destined to marry starlets or to be like prophets of people’s past lives.  A prophet of sinners.  Someone to count on for religious purposes like prophets of old.  Or they get to marry starlets.

The way they decide if you’re the one who is going to marry starlets is by giving you leave offers.  While you are “in there” with the Italians (which is where they torture you for being psychic) you will also be given offers to leave your house walking so that you can meet and marry all sorts of women.  They show you all sorts of starlets by giving you visions of pretty girls in your head.  All this and more if you are reborn as a Race Car Baby.

But if you don’t leave your house walking on any of these offers after a certain time the Church will determine that you are a prophet instead.  You will learn alot of religion telepathically and many psychics will see you as a source for accurate religion and information about their past lives.

Every region where Catholics can establish their prerogative there will be a ‘Real’ Race Car Baby.  There is a Real of Italy, for example.  There is also a Real Race Car Baby of all of Lithuania.

I am the Real of All the World.  Real Race Car Babies of All the World take a name of Arthur.  I am Arthur III.  Arthur II married starlets.  So did Arthur I who I have heard is dead now but I don’t know for certain.  They say they have made Arthur IV.  After 4 Arthurs they start over at 1 again.  There has been consecutive Arthur First, Second, Third, and Fourths for a long time now.  I would guess a thousand years.

Again I have special permission to type about these things.

Bread and Water

Jesus told many people telepathically that his religion was very simple.  So simple it could never stop being practiced by people on this Earth.  No one could twist its doctrines because it was just a simple thing you had to do to be a follower of Christ.

Jesus said to either die or to eat only bread and water if you want to live.  Water and bread is the only thing you need to swallow in order to stay alive.  True Christians only eat bread and water.

For some people this is a hard religion to follow.  There are demons who tempt us to eat and we can’t find ourselves content with just the bread and water.  If we sinned in past lives then it is harder to resist eating other things.

Some people eat bread and water when they can.  Some, though, can only last one serving before eating other things again.

Jesus also said that we can eat any one thing in lieu of bread and water.  And this is the only thing you can eat if you want to live.  For some people, it’s a favorite juice.  They promise to God to only drink that specific juice for the rest of their lives.  For some people it might be ground beef.  But to be eaten only sparingly.

It is best to just eat bread and drink water, though.  Some people eat it before they make a profession of faith or want to try and pray to God.

Some people eat only the bread and wine they get from church and nothing more.  Mormons use scraps of bread and small cups of water in their ‘Last Supper’ service.  Since Catholics use bread and wine this fulfills as the bread and water restriction.

But you must admit it’s hard to eat just bread and water.  Eating or drinking anything else could be seen as a venial sin.  And remember, venial sins disqualify you from plenary indulgences.  You will eventually suffer for all your sins — even venial sins.

Remember that Jesus died for your sins so you can be forgiven enough to have Eternal Life.  You can be reincarnated into other people over and over.  Or you can be lucky enough to be born into a life better than human life.  Even the wicked might inhabit Telestial Kingdom which is superior to life now.

I must admit I eat a lot more than just my bread and water.  But when I do eat bread and water I try to use bread that is frosted with white frosting.  White represents God to me because God is so pure like the color white.

I also eat 2 pieces of the bread.  I remember that God told the Jews in the desert during the Exodus to collect 2 pieces of manna on the Sabbath.  God sent down bread from the heavens.  Somehow, something in the air turned into bread and fell on the ground.  The desert Jews would collect this bread and this is all they would eat.  Just one piece.  But 2 on the Sabbath.

I know God wants me to eat more than twice what most people eat because my brain is so big.  I am a chosen one.  I am a big celebrity and many people watch me.  Even people who use meth.  Using meth counts as eating all 3 meals of the day.  Most people feel it is a sin to use meth and to not fast.

But I do try to eat bread and water.

Try to eat just bread and water to be a true Christian!

Special Permission

If you try to talk to most people about being psychic they will look at you like you’re crazy or something.  This doesn’t mean they don’t believe you, though.  It’s that most people have been told by some psychic that the only way you should talk about psychic things is telepathically.  Many people feel that psychic information only pertains to people who are psychic.

When I first smoked meth and the Mormons were wishing death on me (like they do to everyone who smokes meth) I got mad and vowed to write a book about what really happens when you smoke meth.  But then the death wishing got more powerful, my heart started pumping harder and faster than it ever has before, and I felt like I was about to die.  So I didn’t do it.

This was years ago.  Now, I’ve been tortured by the Mormons AND the Catholics.  They equally believe that, in order to be psychic, you have to be tortured to some degree.  They do all sorts of things to you.  The Mormons mostly go into your head and give you unbelievable headaches.  The Catholics make you feel like standing in place all day until your feet are killing you.  They make you want to eat until you’re stuffed.  But they teach you to do things with your brain with all that food inside of you.

In my Catholic series of torture, I learned that I am the real race car baby.  I have special permission to talk about psychic things however I like — not just telepathically.  I understand that most people don’t have this luxury.  Believe me, I’ve had death wished on me for wanting to write about psychic things.  But now, even the Mormons tell me that I can feel better and talk about psychic things.  You probably won’t find another blog like this anywhere online.

Furthermore, I come across the thought that perhaps one of the reasons God was so angry with the Lamanites was because they talked outloud about psychic things.  I know I am a Lamanite and wish to follow this tradition.

Just know that I have special permission to do this.  If you try talking to people about anything in this blog they might start acting like you’re crazy.  But it might just be that they know the things I’m talking about are true.

Situation

Let me tell you about a night where I experienced what many psychics call a ‘situation.’

One night, I smoked meth.  But I also drank half a bottle of cough syrup.  I even drank a sip of beer and smoked a hit of bud.  I was mostly feeling the cough syrup.  It’s a dissociative in large amounts (like the super-dose I took).  It messes with your sensory perception and you feel disconnected from everything.  Things feel far away and small.  You might think you’re hearing something from far away when, in fact, it’s very close to you.  I’m convinced that many psychics thought I was a ‘priest’ (someone who is not so smart) and let me delve into a different psychic state.  (For more information on prophets and priests read my blog on it.)

I started sensing the psychic effects of the meth later into the night.  I was so sped up that the ‘slow-down’ of the cough syrup wasn’t bothering me like it does other times.  But my brain was still operating like that of a priest’s.  (I’m a prophet.)

First of all, I could sense other planets.  Parallel universes.  It seemed like there were people from other planets almost exactly like ours connected with me.  There were many people thinking Buddhist thoughts that made me consider parallel universes.  There were parallel versions of me walking up and down the street.  At times, it felt like we were all doing the same thing.  But I could choose to walk in a slightly different direction.  Yet, every movement still felt calculated like how God numbers the hairs on your head.

People gave me ideas of what to do.  I went for a walk to the park.  I was sick at the time.  But while I was high I felt like all the energy from my flu was gathering into one final cough.  I coughed it all out, sickness and all, and it felt like I was immediately better.  I was no longer sick.  This parallels the way Jesus drove sicknesses out of people in the Bible.

I felt like I could remember my entire existence from the time I was some sort of spiritual blob.  Just a building block of life.  And this was my life now.  And it paralleled the life of many — perhaps hundred — of people just like me who were experiencing this same ‘situation.’  I would walk down the street and every step seemed to change the situation.  But every move I could possible make was already calculated by some greater force.  It felt like I was in a very fluid version of “Plinko” from “The Price Is Right.”

I thought to call a friend who I thought was in another state.  It seemed like magic when she appeared outside my house a few minutes later.  I know it was just coincidence that I thought she was far away but was actually in town.  Yet, it felt like the forces that be magickally summoned her.  I had known her for years and had never been psychic with her.  But I had recently crossed the point-of-no-return and acted like I had always been psychic.  She was reluctant to have a psychic conversation with me but I knew her thoughts and knew she could read mine.

One of the thoughts that crossed my mind was ‘feeling better’ with the Mormons.  Feeling better with the Mormons is having some sort of sex with someone you wouldn’t expect to in order to ‘feel better’ about them having tortured you.  I asked my friend if she would knock on the door of a Mormon neighbor with a ‘little girl’ daughter.  My friend was white and I thought this was the best way to go.  But she refused as she knew what I was up to.  She thought to me that there was no way she was going to do that.

So, anyway, my situation was a lot crazier as it was happening to me.  Nothing too crazy happened.  No feeling better or anything like that.  Many psychics tell me that it doesn’t really count as a situation if there was no feeling better.  But I was in some sort of ‘situation.’

By situation I mean that my reality was situated differently than normal.  Like I said, the Mormons were letting me be more psychic because my brain was operating like that of a priest’s.  There were definitely a lot of Buddhist thoughts about parallel universes.  Every moment I made was in this situation.  Psychics tell me now that there are always Buddhists and those who practice magick creating these thoughts of multiple planets just like ours and feeling like we’re in a situation.

I eventually ended up in an ambulance.  I don’t know who called for emergency services.  But, while I was in the ambulance, it felt like the Mormons were wishing death on me.  But no one claimed to be wishing death on me.  Interestingly enough, every time I said the word ‘blue,’ it felt like the death-wishing would subside.  I had to keep saying ‘blue’ to be able to breathe.  At one point, I got smart and started saying ‘red’ but the death-wishing felt worse so I stopped.  Telepathically, I could hear them saying to themselves that I could see brains.  Someone explained to me that the reason why I had to keep saying ‘blue’ was that there was a brain whose function it was to think of the color blue and I had merged with it or something and they were trying to keep it functional.  I remember laying on the floor at one point before they put me in the ambulance and I could see brains buried in the neighbor’s backyard.  They acted as mirrors to the parallel universes.

While I was in the ambulance, I felt a sharp pain in my anus and someone took over me and made me scream, “Please, no pain!”  But I remember not really caring about the pain and even feeling brave enough to take the pain.  But someone in my set (someone who felt like me who perhaps was dreaming) didn’t want to feel the pain and made me jump up.  At one point, I felt like the whole universe was just the space inside the ambulance.  But a psychic told me that the experience was just the feeling of merging with a brain inside the ambulance.  They informed me that all ambulances had functional brains inside of them.

Eventually, I was at a drug rehab.  The meth had worn off so I was completely dumbfounded by the effects of the cough syrup.  I could barely function.  All the psychicness from the situation eventually went away.  Now, I’m trying to find some of the states of being that I existed in during the situation.

Using meth will make you psychic

Methamphetamines are an illegal drug.  One big reason being that it makes you psychic.

Meth speeds up the brain.  It increases your heart rate so more blood flows to the brain.  It is a stimulant so it makes your head work harder and faster.  This is how it makes you psychic.

Being psychic begins in the mind.  Some people can become psychic by maximizing their thoughts or through magick.  But using meth is a shortcut.  It mechanically speeds up your brain so you can accomplish the same psychicness that magicians do.

I have smoked meth.  It made me hear things.  I later realized that it was other psychics watching me who were talking about me.

One time, I knew I had really good meth so I ate it.  I know by smoking it that it was clean and didn’t need to be cleaned further in the pipe.  So I simply put it in my mouth and swallowed.  I had the best results from this experience with the drug.

I could see thoughts.  They looked like blue fireballs.  (Like the ones Ryu and Ken hurl in the video-game Street Fighter).  I could sense that a girl was thinking something.  It felt like I was going to think something.  But it wasn’t me.  It was the girl.  When she thought it, a blue thought popped out of her head and I could see it flying through the air until it was gone.

I could hear people talking to themselves.  There’s definitely a lot of people who know about being psychic and communicate with each other using telepathy.

One time, I was real high on meth and had visions of people I know driving.  They looked drawn but not too cartoony.  The movement in the visions was very fluid.  The only thing I could compare it to it watching something moving in high definition.

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Past life information through organized religion

Many Christians believe in reincarnation — or living more than one human life.  But the only way they will tell you is telepathically.  Jesus was a psychic and he told some people telepathically that they had already lived more than one life and couldn’t inhabit the kingdom of heaven.  He told people to only talk about this telepathically.  But I, the real race car baby, have special permission to discuss this.

Jesus said that people who sin and go to hell might not actually go to hell.  But they definitely won’t go to heaven.  They will just come back to this Earth as other human beings and live more than one life.  This is the true hell.  Knowing you can never go to heaven.

Supposedly, God never really forgives your sins.  Not enough to allow you back into heaven.  You’re stuck being reborn over and over.

Catholics believe that God has to know what type of life someone is going to live before he will stick old souls in them.  That way, He can make it fair.  If you were extra sinful you will be someone with a terrible life.  If you weren’t that bad you will still get to be white and psychic.

Since I am a Lamanite, I know I was rebellious against God for some reason in a past life.  But I do have plenty of white so I was faithful to the LORD.  I am also the real race car baby so I served the LORD very well.  I was a king in a past life.  A king who sinned.  I was also a slave in a past life.  A slave who will cross the road, through me, to other Christian lives where God will reward me for being so faithful during slavery.  Catholics say I am the king of slaves.

Psychics told me this telepathically.  This is the only way most Christians, especially Catholics, will discuss past lives with you.  Chances are the Catholic priests in your area have information about your life and can tell you about your past lives.  Among its telepathic members, the Church declares certain doctrines concerning what type of past lives you had.  The better your fortune in this life, the less you sinned.

The best news the Catholic Church can give you is that this is your first life.  You simply need to follow God’s commandments faithfully and you can return to heaven!  But if you sin you are telling God that you want to keep being reborn and you don’t want to live a life better than human life.  By sinning you’re saying that you want to suffer.

The Mormons sort of believe in past lives.  They mostly believe in a pre-existent life we all lived to become the people we are in this life.  Some Mormons believe that some people sinned so badly in the pre-existence (or in another life) that they can’t even go to telestial kingdom which is the lowest degree of heaven.  They have to keep being reborn into an earthy life.

The only way Catholics or Mormons will tell you this is telepathically.  They believe that information about past lives is only for psychics and that you should have to be psychic to know these things and have discussions about past lives.

If you want the Church to teach you about your past lives you simply need to stay inside your house, quit your job, and don’t do anything except lie on your bed or stand in place.  Psychics will connect to you and you can tell them that you’re interested in “staying in there” and learning about your past lives.  Simply say in your head, “I want to learn about my past lives.”  They might start your religious teaching right then and there or they might tell you to wait until a later time.  But if they are serious about keeping you “in there” they will ask you to quit your job and not do anything as religion is sacred and that should be all you are thinking about.  Beware because Buddhists might appear and try to teach you other religions.

When pondering why Jesus would only want psychics to discuss things like this I came across the idea that maybe Lamanites would talk outloud about psychic things and that maybe this is one of the reasons God got angry with them.  But it is just a thought.

I, as a Lamanite in the latter days, believe that everyone should be able to talk about anything — even psychic things — outloud or however they want.  That is the main purpose of this blog.  I hope God forgives me if he thinks this is some kind of great evil.  I only want to do this to accomplish good.  I want to connect to other Lamanites and practicers of magick.