Church of Meth

I have had lengthy email conversations with the founder of the Church of Meth — the Prophet Daniel A. Martinez.  He has a blog at http://hispanicmormon.wordpress.com but you won’t find anything about his church there.  Just interesting that a good Mormon boy would start a church devoted to meth.  The church’s website is at http://sites.google.com/site/churchofmeth and he talks about how meth makes you psychic so it should be legalized for religious purposes.  Check him out!

The prophet is definitely a Christian.  He believes some of the same Christian doctrines that I learned telepathically.  For example, he agrees that you must pass gas before sex in order to scare away evil spirits.  This is something Jesus said to psychics.

I am jealous of him because he is a Mormon.  I can’t join the Mormon church because I’ve used meth before.  But he joined the Mormon church before he smoked meth.  He tells me I can still join but that doesn’t explain how all these Mormon spirits wish death on me every time I think of visiting a Mormon church.

The prophet believes that Jesus used meth.  God the Father gave him pure meth to eat everyday.  That is how he knew everyone’s thoughts in the Gospels.  I’m not sure I believe that.  But I would love to have prescription meth for religious purposes.  He is completely against illegal street meth and advises all tweakers to only use Desoxyn if legally possible and if not then don’t use meth.

He believes that in the future the priesthood of his church will be able to prescribe Desoxyn to religious believers just as well as a doctor or psychiatrist.  Let’s wish him the best of luck in his endeavors!

Psychic Rumors: Mormons (LDS) still practice polygamy

I am going to start publishing entries about all the rumors I’ve heard telepathically.  Let’s start things off with a rumor about psychic Mormons.

They still practice polygamy!  Any female who smokes meth will eventually be proposed celestial marriage by psychic members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.  They will only talk to anybody about it telepathically.  If the woman says anything outloud they cancel the marriage.  They tell women to “have faith,” and to listen to the voices in their head.  They direct them to the Temple and have a Temple marriage done completely telepathically.  Nobody says anything outloud.  Some Mormons, like the former President, Ezra Taft Benson, had hundreds of wives sealed to him in this manner.  Most of them smoked meth to become psychic.

People have visions of Mormons marrying women who are already married in LDS Temples.  They consummate — sometimes by force.  This angers the family and priests of the women as they feel their precious girls are being raped.

Is this rumor true?

As far as I have been able to verify, this rumor is false.  The visions that people are having are visions of cities from other planets.  Planets similar to ours.  Almost like parallel universes.  It is not happening on the planet that this blog is published in.

I have spoken with psychic Mormons telepathically inside their own church buildings, and they have told me that the only way Mormons still practice polygamy is strictly in their heads.  Nothing physical like a Temple marriage.  They propose to you telepathically and the marriage is never consummated.  You might not even meet the the person  you’re marrying.  Even though some church members are allowed to practice this form of “mind” marriage, most are not allowed.  Supposedly, the Mormon Prophet said, a long time ago, that God told him that nobody on the Earth is to practice polygamy anymore.  It was about 1890 when God said this to the prophet.  The people who practice mind marriage are people who need to feel more aggressive by having more than one wife.  Leaders of the church.  And only in their minds.  They do talk to women who smoke meth telepathically.  But they’re not marrying them inside Temples.

However, there are other planets where this is happening.  Planets with the same cities our planet has.  Imagine living on such a planet, where everybody in Utah was married to a Mormon somehow.  (About half of people in Salt Lake City, for example, are non-Mormons).  Mormons can make you their celestial wife or daughter in a Temple sealing (if you’re a female).  Or they can make you a celestial son if you’re a male.  There are some planets where even cities like Phoenix, Los Angeles, and Denver are being taken over by Mormons.  It’s happening, my friends.  There are even planets where the Mormons have taken over the whole world!  That means that everyone living on that planet eventually marries a Mormon somehow.  Either a psychic marriage or an outloud one.  But always in their Temple.

The first thing the Mormons do when they take over a city is they distribute all the females as wives among all the favored male, priesthood holders.  They do their psychic weddings inside the Temple (sometimes by force).  They might get to consummate.  The biggest reason a man chooses to divorces his wife on these planets is that a Mormon has married their wife in their Mormon Temple.  They find out because the wife says something to them about it.

Visions of these planets are what’s making people here on our planet a little nervous about smoking meth.  And I must admit, I never would’ve smoked meth had I known I’d have to deal with a lot of psychic Mormons!  But as far as I’ve been able to verify they haven’t taken over any of the cities I’ve been in during the course of my entire life.  And I have good reason to believe they haven’t even fully taken over all the psychics living in Utah (where most of the Mormons live).  And no matter how much of this planet the Mormons have taken over, they are simply not practicing real polygamy anymore.

The cause of these parallel universes is a difference in their history.  The Americans never stop the Mormons from practicing polgyamy on these other planets.  They just make it illegal to marry anybody else’s wife.  They can marry as many legally single people as they want.  Supposedly, Mormons who practice polygamy on these other planets are more aggressive than the monogamous ones on this planet.  They try to take over places by force.  Psychic force.

When a planet reaches its age of psychics, the Mormons convert everybody to their religion.  Anybody who doesn’t convert has death wished on them (read my blog entry titled “Mormon Torture” to learn more about wishing death).  You can still practice the religion you were raised in as long as you secretly believe the Mormon Gospel.  Only psychics need to know about it.  But some planets are completely Mormonized and there are Mormon churches on every block in every city on the planet.  There are no other churches or religions.  The ones that are completely Mormon are in the future.  The year on these planets is in like the 7 thousands.  At least 5,000 years in the future.  But these planets are also 5,000 years older.  You can have visions from these planets just like you can have visions of people on your own planet.

Most psychics on this planet know very little about the Mormons.  I have a lot of Italians in my set who just see it as “some other religion.”  When you have psychics in your set, it means they can see what you see and they feel like they’re inside of you.  I also have a lot of people from Argentina in my set.  They are worried about the visions from other planets, but know little about the Mormons actually living on our planet.

If you’ve smoked meth, and you’re worried about your sisters or your daughters or your mothers or your wives (worried that they’re being forced to marry Mormons in Temples), I would stop worrying.  It’s not happening on our planet.

See for yourselves.  Go to Mormon churches all across America and try to have a conversation with them in your head!

Visit with the shrink

I see a psychiatrist once a month because I was petitioned to go to a mental hospital twice in the past 2 years.  I am on court-ordered treatment.  The “shrink” prescribes medication for me which really doesn’t do anything.  Furthermore, she tries to convince me that the spirits and psychics I talk to are just voices in my head.  Figments of my imagination.

I told her, “I think the voices are real.”  She had a shocked look on her face.  She recommended that I see a counselor to talk about what the voices say because it’s not her job to talk it through with me about everything I hear in my mind.

I have a relationship with beings that I only know of because they’re inside my head.  I hear their voices.  I see caricatures of them like somebody drew them in my head.  I feel their presence.  I think their thoughts.  They speak to me telepathically — sometimes with no words, just thoughts.  But they exist strictly inside my mind.

They have told me that they are people on this Earth.  Anybody from my neighbors to people all over the world.  They mostly claim to be Europeans.  They tell me that Italy is the diplomatically-elected capital of psychics worldwide.  Many of them are Catholic.  And psychic Catholics make up a huge portion of psychics worldwide.

They have also told me that they are Mormons who live in the southwestern United States.  I smoked a lot of meth many years ago, and they claim to control the drug.  They tell me that anybody who smokes meth is going to talk to psychic Mormons.

They also claim to be spirits from other dimensions or planes of existence.

Anyway, they all claim to have the psychic ability to remote-view me.  God has commanded them to watch me all the time.  They not only see everything I do, but they set me to do things.  Sometimes, I feel like they are controlling me.  I’m just being strung along like a puppet on puppet strings.  They control my thinking as well.  Their thoughts are the source of my thoughts.

They do these things because I am something called a “Baby.”  (Read my blog entry titled “The Baby.”)

I try to tell my shrink some of these things and she won’t really hear it.  She just tells me it’s my own mind working up crazy stories in my head.  She says I’m really smart and have done a lot of reading.  That would explain why my mind thinks so many crazy things.

But I know these spirits are real beings.  They all have their own personality.  And they say things I never could’ve thought up on my own.

If you have been diagnosed with schizophrenia like I have, please consider that the voices in your head might be the voices of real beings — no matter who they claim to be.

I don’t claim to know exactly who everyone is.  Just because someone appears to me and talks to me telepathically doesn’t mean they are who they claim to be.  They could be anyone or anything.  But they are real.  And I’m not going to believe I have a mental illness just because I can hear their voices in my head.

Psychics control the world

Psychics have an amazing gift that gives them an advantage over other people.  They use this upper-hand to get good jobs.  They gravitate towards the intelligence community.  Many in the C.I.A., for example, are psychic.

The reason most people don’t know about psychics is because real psychics don’t want you to know.  If you knew that someone was psychic, you might not trust them.

Besides, many psychics believe that you should only talk about psychic things with other psychics.  There are some things a person will only tell you telepathically.  With that said, psychics are usually pretty honest telepathically.  They will tell you exactly how they think they rule the world.

Psychic Torture 301

The most current torture performed on me by psychics is a sort of panic attack I call “feeling like that.”

When I “feel like that,” I feel mentally retarded.  I feel like someone with dementia trapped in a smart person’s body.  Psychics are doing something to my brain where It’s hard to think.  I’ll feel other forces using magick to get my mind stuck.

If I was doing something, I’ll forget what I was doing or I won’t know how to do what I was trying to do.  One time, I was throwing away the garbage.  I had one of these panic attacks and I just stood in place with the garbage bag in my hand.  I didn’t know where to go or what to do with the bag in my hand.  I felt able to, or smart enough, to remember, but couldn’t.

Everything looks like a jigsaw puzzle.  If I look closely at anything, I’ll see dots with rough edges and I won’t be able to stop noticing them.  I won’t want to look at them.  But everything has them.  The floor.  The walls.  The sky.  Everything.

I’ll start worrying about cooties.  I dread touching stuff with my hands.  I’ll even be super careful about what I step on.

If people ask me stuff while I “feel like that,” I’ll say “I don’t know,” or “What?”  I have to explain to them that their words are just not registering in my mind.

I’ll feel unsettled no matter where I am.  Though unable to move, I will feel super-anxious about where I’m standing or where I’m sitting.

The voices in my head tell me that they’re going to remember every little thing I see, or the exact position I’m in.  They’ll be thinking about it and transmitting the memory to me telepathically so as to annoy me or frighten me that I have this image stuck in my head forever.  I might try to walk around and get different spots of my house in my head.  But the feeling of mental incapacitation continues.

I won’t want to use the restroom because I have to touch my cock which is dirty.  I’ll be afraid of getting minute amounts of urine on my hands.  I have to wipe the tip of my penis with toilet paper just like I was wiping my ass.  I’ll wash my hands over and over.

I’ll be dehydrated and my lips will be dry and start to crack.  But I won’t want to drink water because I dread going to the restroom.

I also dread talking to people.  If I have to, it’s mostly I-don’t-knows that I can utter.  But the psychics will tell me that they will remember anything I hear someone say or even anything I read because they will make me remember so as to annoy me and frighten me.

I just can’t think when I feel like that.  There is severe thought-blocking going on.

Remember that there’s something about being dehydrated that makes it easier for psychics to perform this torture on you.  I have been drinking plenty of water and the torture almost went away.  I didn’t get the panic attacks for almost 3 weeks.  But it did come back.  The last time I felt like that was a couple days ago, but it was only for half an hour.  That’s the only time it’s happened since I started drinking more water.  It used to happen at least once a week.  And it would last at least an hour.  Sometimes, I feel like that even as I’m going to sleep.

This torture started for me in September or October of 2012.  I didn’t know what it was at first.  But now I can sense the magick of the psychics wishing this on me.

I went to a mental hospital when it first happened.  That’s how bad it was.  I didn’t know what was going on.  I called a behavioral health clinic and told them I was freaking out because everything looked like a jigsaw puzzle and I couldn’t think straight.

The voices in my head eventually told me that they were going to keep doing this torture.  I didn’t think it was psychics at first.  But I’ve felt their brains now.  I’ve seen the magick they use to inflict this on me.

I don’t know who’s responsible for this torture.  But nothing like this would’ve ever happened before I started smoking meth.

If you are a psychic, be sure to drink plenty of water to avoid this torture.

Mormon Torture, Catholic Torture

If you are psychic, at some point other psychics will torture you.

The “L” (Mormon Torture)

If you smoke meth, the Mormons will torture you.  They call their series of psychic torture “The L,” which is short for LDS (the name of their church).  They feel that Mormon psychics should control who uses meth.  For the privilege of having the psychic visions that you will see when you use meth, you need to pay for using their drug by receiving this torture.

Bearclaw

The most basic form of Mormon torture is a “bearclaw.”  This is when you feel a magical claw grab you by your chest.  This is sometimes a precursor to “wishing death.”

Wishing Death

The Mormons have the power to enter your body spiritually and wish death on you.  They can make your heart race.  It’ll pump hard and fast and it’ll feel like you’re going to have a heart attack.  You can tell it is psychics controlling your body with their mind.  You will be able to sense their thoughts of literally wishing death on you.  A psychic leader, usually one who goes by the psychic name of Mark, tells the Mormons what to do and what to think so that you feel like death is being wished on you.

Lancaster

This is when several people think the same thought in order to make it a more powerful and heavier thought.  They then bombard the “Lancaster” victim with the thought, which they send through the air.  Remember that thoughts are tangible things to a psychic.

They can make you think anything.  They can make you feel anxious about doing something you wanted to do.  They can keep you in one place by Lancastering you over and over.  It’s really stressful on the brain.

Subtractive Synthesis

This is the worst Mormon torture you can receive.  It is usually reserved for prophets (people who smoke meth who are really smart).  Smart people are more psychic so they deserve more torture if they smoke meth.  Mormons hate that smart people use meth when they can probably be psychic without it.  And you will feel like they hate you when you receive this suffering.

Subtractive synthesis is basically the worst headache you can get.  Psychics make several circles of power around your head and stress is applied in the area in which the circles meet.  How they apply this stress is unknown to most psychics.  The title of the torture may be a hint.  They synthesize a headache by subtracting from the area where the circles of power meet.

This headache is worse than the worst of migraines.  I was a prophet-of-God in the “L,” which means I’m a smart person who talked about religion when I smoked meth and learned that I could talk to people telepathically.  I got these headaches for about 2 years.  Almost everyday.  Some would last several minutes but others would last longer.

The Italian (Catholic Torture)

After the Mormons are done torturing you, you will hear the Mormon prophet declare to psychics that you are ready for an “Italian.”  This is when the Catholics torture you.  Supposedly, Italy is the psychic capital of the world.  And psychics from all over the Earth organize, through Italy, torture for psychics.  They call it being “in there.”  They mostly want you to stay inside your house and quit your job if you can.  They want you to go outside sparingly — only if you need to buy groceries or something.

Standing

The Italians tell you telepathically to stand in place.  They tell you that you have to be willing to receive the torture.  They promise it won’t be as bad as “The L.”  But they do set you to stand.  In other words, they make you feel like standing in place.

You will stand until your feet heart.  You might feel bored the whole time.  They might entertain you while you stand.  Or they might say abusive things to break you down.

Cuchillaso

The Spanish word for “knife” is “cuchillo.”  And a “cuchillaso” literally means a “knife attack.”  What is it?  After you have been standing in place for a long time, the Italians will tell you to have a seat on your couch.  They command you to stay awake to get credit for the torture.  But they make you doze off and almost fall asleep.  You have to fend off sleep.  And every time they send magick that makes you feel sleepy it feels like a stabbing in your brain.  Hence the name, “cuchillaso.”

Excruciating Boredom

Something the Italians are good at is depriving you of motivation to do fun or productive things.  If you don’t stand in place, only taking a break on the couch when they tell you to, they will make you feel like pacing around the house doing nothing.  They will tease you with thoughts of watching TV or playing video games but then hit you with anxiety about getting started.  They will send you magick which makes you feel excruciatingly bored, yet unmotivated to do anything.  This torture, while it seems less psychic, is actually very stressful on the brain.

Eating

The only thing the Italians will let you do while you are “in there” is eat.  They tell you that they will torture you with eating.  You have to be willing to eat a lot — even if you feel full.

The basic premise of this torture is simple enough.  If you stuff yourself, you will be in mild pain.  The good thing is that when you eat a lot you can feel like yourself more.  You will start to notice when you do things like walk around or fidget that it is spirits going inside of you making you do these things.  Eating more will help you stay still when you stand in place.  You will feel like you are deliberately making every move you make instead of having spirits go inside of you and make you do things.  You will “make yourself” do things.  You will feel your nerves and feel more like yourself.

But this is only a tease for arguably the worst torture of all.

Doing What You’re Set To

Once you know what it feels like to do things by yourself like walking deliberately, the Italians will send many spirits to go inside of you and make you unable to “make yourself” do things.  When other spirits make you do things they say you’re doing what you’re “set” to do.

It will feel like every move you make was controlled by some spirit.  You’ll wish you were able to “make yourself” do things like they let you when you were eating a lot.  You won’t be able to control yourself.  They will make you feel like eating the huge amounts you were making yourself eat before.  You will feel gluttonous.  They might make you smoke, drink alcohol, or masturbate.  You will have no self-control.  And they will tell you every time you do such things that it is spirits going inside of you making you do them.  They don’t want you to forget that.

This breaking down of self-control is what makes this psychic torture so annoying to have to take.

Schizophrenia

Finally, they will make you feel like all the torture you have been taking was only the result of a mental disease.  They will keep saying that the voices you hear in your head are auditory hallucinations, and that there is no such thing as psychics.  Some people fall for it and start looking at it with closed eyes again.  But the psychics keep reminding them that it’s stupid to look at it with closed eyes after you have opened your eyes and know there are psychics.  So you’re stuck between a rock and a hard place.  You won’t know what to think when they make you suffer from schizophrenia.

Remember that Italians torture anybody who is psychic, even if they don’t smoke meth.  Such people might not know they are being tortured.  People who don’t smoke meth haven’t seen everything yet so they are oblivious to many spirits.  They can make you stand in place and eat a lot even if you don’t know you are being tortured.

Conclusion

Remember that this is all psychic torture.  To an outside observer who isn’t psychic, it’ll look like you’re schizophrenic and suffering from things like hallucinations and hearing voices.  They will wonder why you do nothing but lay in your bed or stand in place.  They will blame you for lacking self-control if you’re tortured with vices such as smoking.

In the “L,” they really don’t make you feel like telling anybody about the tortures you’re receiving.  You’ll just know it’s psychics torturing you.  In retrospect, if you try to close your eyes and not believe in psychics, you might think you suffered from terrible migraines and near heart attacks all that time.  During the actual torture, though, you won’t think to see a doctor about your symptoms.  They won’t let you think that.

If you don’t want to be tortured by psychics, don’t try to be a psychic, and definitely don’t smoke meth.

Paranoid or Psychic? Real Effects of Meth Use

Why does meth use make people so paranoid?  They think they hear sirens, they claim to see “shadow people,” and they imagine a conspiracy that takes over live television and radio shows.  They believe the radio or TV is talking to them about things they are thinking.

It’s not actually the meth that does this.  I will remove the veil so you can see.  All meth really does is it makes you psychic.  It opens up your brain so that any psychic can go inside your brain (with their brain).  You see, before you smoke meth, your brain has a natural wall that blocks psychics from going inside your brain.  Smoking meth will destroy this wall.  Any psychic will be able to know your thoughts.

The trade-off is that you get to be psychic too.  You have to smoke meth every day (or at least every other day) for about 3 to 6 months in order to have the psychic visions.  You will see people’s thoughts as blue fireballs that pop out of their head and fly through the air.  This is called “seeing the thought.”  You will also sense other people’s thoughts.  It will feel almost like you are about to think something, but you will feel the thought in someone else’s brain.  This is called “being open with the thought.”  Some people have visions of friends and family who are far away.  When they call them up, they say they were doing exactly what the psychic saw them doing in their vision.  For the best psychic visions, I recommend eating the meth (but only if you know it’s clean).

Some people don’t use meth enough to have the psychic visions.  But they do use it enough to break the wall that blocks psychics.  So psychics and even spirits will go into their brain and make them do things.

People who are psychic listen to radio and TV shows.  If you are watching the same TV show as another psychic, you will share thoughts telepathically.  Psychics who know what they’re doing try to scare rookie meth users by making them think something they know the TV or radio announcer is going to say.  They know what the TV or radio is going to say because they are retrieving thoughts from them.  You see, even if someone doesn’t use meth, a psychic can still post up telepathically around them and retrieve their thoughts that come out of their head.  They can still know their thoughts.

Spirits can also go in your mind if you use meth.  Spirits are very smart and can even go into the minds of people who don’t use meth without psychics knowing or seeing them.  If you smoke copious amounts of meth, you will see these spirits.  They are smarter than psychics and can really freak you out if you watch TV or listen to the radio — especially live.  They can make the announcer say something with a secret meaning only you understand because they made you think something before they said it.

Psychics and spirits can make you see and hear things.  It’s not the actual meth that causes visual or auditory hallucinations.  There’s always people who want to scare you, and police sirens are very scary for an illegal drug user.  That is why many meth users hear sirens when they’re not really there.

“Shadow people” are real.  They are spirits.  Not all spirits look like shadow people, though.  There are other spirits.  Some of them just look like balls of energy.  There’s something about staying up for extended periods of time that make the mind more able to see dark-looking shadow people.  But if you get at least a couple of hours of sleep a night or every other night you will see some of the other spirits instead.  You will see spirits if you use meth long enough.  It’s a matter of which ones you’re going to see.  It’s not true that shadow people are figments of a meth user’s imagination resulting from sleep deprivation.  After you see them, even if you stop using meth you will keep seeing them (though not as much).

If you stop using meth, the wall that blocks psychics and spirits will begin to rebuild.  I have stopped using meth for many years, and I don’t feel psychics going into my brain as much.  Spirits can still go inside you, though.  Spirits can even go inside someone who has never used meth.  They will not know.  After you use meth, you will know and be able to tell when a spirit goes inside you.

If you can’t stand knowing that spirits are going inside you, or you don’t want psychics to be able to go inside your brain, or you don’t want to be psychic, then don’t use meth.