Proud to be schizophrenic…

I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2012.  I see a psychiatrist once every 3 months.  I get an injection of Halodol every month.  I take Zoloft orally everyday.  I go to an activities clinic called Recovery Innovations almost everyday.  They try to convince me that I am not my diagnosis.  I am a person, not a schizophrenic.

But I am proud to be schizophrenic.  I think my brain has evolved to allow for telepathic communication with spirits.  That is why I hear voices in my head and see people in my head.  This is something that makes me feel special.

I’m trying every day to not be delusional.  But the most delusional thought I can have is that the voices in my head aren’t real.  They are definitely real.  They are real beings.  They have their own personalities.  They say things I never would’ve thought of.  It’s not just my own brain working too hard.  They are separate beings.  Not me.

In reality, I am a magician.  I sense personages and their thought energy through magick.  My shortcut to acquiring magickal powers was smoking meth.  It’s not meth-induced schizophrenia per se.  But rather, it is opening my soul to the magickal realm.

But go ahead and call it schizophrenia.  I am proud to be a schizophrenic.

We live on a spider planet

Everyone born on the planet this blog is published in was a spider in a past life.  You see, Minerva, the spider goddess, rules over our planet as does Jehovah, the Christian god and Krishna, the Hindu god and Buddha, the Buddhist god.  She sends the souls of spiders into humans when they are conceived.

We are literally in hell.  As evidence of this, Jesus did not return promptly after his death and resurrection.  On planets where Minerva doesn’t rule, Jesus returns within the generation.  The longer it takes the Second Coming to happen, the more likely we live on a hell planet where the spider goddess undermines the souls of humans.

We are all eventually going to die forever.  Jehovah, the Christian god, only allows humans to live 5 lives.  Then you have to be a scratch or you have to die forever.  You will cease to exist.  If you want to be a scratch, you will be tortured your whole life.  A scratch is someone who gets cosmetic surgery which results in a scar on the face.  Minerva is okay with this.  Eventually, Minerva will die too and she will be replaced by another spider god or goddess.  Or she will become a scratch.

If you use meth in your current life, you will probably use meth in your other 4 lives.  But most scratches don’t get to use meth.

Our preexistence was the life of a spider.  Our decisions we made when we were spiders determine what type of life we will live as humans.

Jesus also had a preexistent life as a spider.  But, on this planet, Jesus actually dies.  The resurrected Jesus on this planet was just a visual hallucination.  You see, we’re on a hell planet where everyone eventually dies.  So Jesus had to actually die so we could live 4 more lives.

You should try to know what life you’re on.  If you’re on your first life, you have 4 more lives to live.  But if you’re on your 5th life, you’re either going to die or become a scratch.

Some people want to be reincarnated as spiders.  Minerva favors these people and lets them live as spiders.  Holy people on this planet will be reincarnated as an intelligent spider that lives on Kolob with Heavenly Father (Jehovah).  The thousands of religious people who are faithful, mostly Catholics and Mormons, will become one spider who lives with God.  God doesn’t mind spiders.  But they’re not his favorite animal.

How to get free refills at Starbucks

First, get a Starbucks gift card.  You get them at Starbucks and you tell the cashier how much money you want to put on it.  You have to put at least 5 dollars on it.

Then, register the card online at starbucks.com

Now, when you use your card to pay, you can get free refills on iced coffee, warm coffee, and iced tea.  Normally, they charge you 54 cents.  But your registered Starbucks card gets you the refills for free.

Try to tip them and they will be happy to serve you as many as you want.

The most I ever drank is 7 Venti iced coffees.

The cool thing is that if you originally bought an iced coffee, you can get an iced tea for your refill.  You can switch it up every time you get a refill if you want.

Starbucks For Life

There’s a summer edition of Starbucks For Life going on right now.  Every time you pay with your registered Starbucks card you earn a play.  The plays give you a different token every time and you need 3 tokens for each of the prizes: Starbucks for a week, Starbucks for a month, Starbucks for a year, and Starbucks for life.  I keep getting a lot of repeats.

You have to wonder if it’s really true that a purchase doesn’t increase your chances of winning.  It’s somewhat difficult to get a free game play.  And you can only get one a day.  Furthermore, if you already got a game play by buying something you can’t get an additional free one.  So buying stuff at Starbucks is the easiest, most effective way to get game plays.  I would guess that all the winners in previous installments of the game all bought a lot of stuff at Starbucks.

Remember, you need 3 tokens to win each prize.  And one of the tokens is a rare piece.  So you have to wonder if in previous installments of the game people who didn’t have the other 2 tokens earned the rare piece.  That would mean that nobody won that prize.